hmm... great day today, had a good talk with vivien, she went back to god after so much had happened... god is always there for us no matter what, he's always waiting for us, waiting for us to turn back to him. school was great today, learnt about stiching, have to hand up about 40 pieces of calico hand stich by end of the term... hope my teacher can actually see that we're not ants and we definitely cannot hear him at all (we're standing less than 50cm yes, CM away from him)well... nobody says that being a fashion merchandiser is a glamourous job... thomas wee (one of my teachers) explain to us briefly that being in a fashion business, its a sh*tty world. its only glamourous if you're some socialite - paris hilton or some A class celebrity as in like nicole kidman and not some B or C class stars like days of our lives people or if you're like some harper's bazzar or vogue's fashion chief editor- anne wintour, you've truely made it up THERE... anyways, he said money is the most important in the fashion industry... hate to agree but thats the fact... haiz... i really need god's wisdom... so many things that are so distracting... very happy that jo and ding enjoyed our family connection even jiayi asked about it and asked whether we will have anymore of such activities again... vivien asked me wanna go on mission trips? i said yes. planning to go full time after my studies... then make clothes for them wha~ but who knows right... made a new friend today, liqin, she's one of those who like cannot live without make up and has hair down till the waist there~ wha~ then i thought she very dao one but she turned out to be those very siao kind... hmmm so many different kinds... yup... can start to see some cliques in our class liao... there's this girl whom we give a name, christian dior, cos she's like a walking branded shop... her organiser chirstian dior, her handphone pouch fendi, her pen tiffany n co, her bag gucci... hmmm i used to think branded means good...but now i look at her, i think it's vulgar. i don't mean to judge but, too much of something is bad. its like having all sorts of logos stapled all over your body. yup, we have a butch in class, kinda cute as in adorable, we call her blondie, her hair is those huge blonde mohawk but hey, its really cool man, with her sides shaved...hmmm... can see that in the future i'll be super busy with projects but i'll make time for Him no matter what. He's still my FIRST priority. oopsy, i just told veron that i'll give her my REESE chocolates...but i just finished them... well...shall get them again... even vivien is hooked on them man... tmr giving shirls too... linking veron and shirls to my blog... going for the time management class, gotta discipline myself liao, sure a lot of things one. realise that i like to blog super long, but i think its ok, don't understand how come people blog so short one. for what... monday going to china town to buy sewing thingy and going to buy all the art materials... dennis said that being a merchandiser, the future's a bit dark... hmm... -hang hang chu zhuang yuen-have a thinking question for u all, post by my teacher to us: what is the 1 fashion item you would buy with $10000? help me think ok and tag me...

feeling: puzzled about the $10,000 price tag
audio: everyday - hillsong