yup...my blog's colour changed... wonder what colour will it be this time...yup school was great for yesterday, learnt a lot of stuff that it's so applicable... yup... had a long talk with jeslin last night...good good... my uncle called this morning and told me about committment to... yup...from next week onwards shall attend every single one...cannot slack liao... yup yup veron, shall pass you reese chocolates every sat ok heh... yup heh suppose to be getting ready for school but ... heh... nothing much, just that i think there are a lot of things that i have to repent about, was kinda deflated in school yesterday, not kinda, its quite... some comments going on... i think i'm that kind who is very chong dong one... won't think twice about doing some stuff then later regret... was so afraid about getting suck back into the darkness... really, one wrong step, thump, i'm a goner... repentence is good but make sure we musn't repeat the wrong doings... really... so many different kinds of distractions and things going on around that makes you wanna join in the 'fun'... quite a few times i stopped and think hard and realise what's happening and what's wrong with this action etc... then it's like there are a lot of road blocks in our lives...are we just to give up? road blocks: family persecution, faith, bgr, temptations, worldly desires etc...are we just to give up once we're stopped by one road block? we should all look towards the goal in our life - Him... i just read someone's blog and the person kinda turn to god only when there's a hiccup... we all tend to be like that sometimes or maybe at times or perhaps, all the time... self centred....

feeling: ashamed
audio: pour my love on you - philips, craig and dean