yup... am back after the thought of changing the layout of my blog yup... anyways, went for caf meeting yesterday, was really funny man... i was telling susi that dewen and junyao make a really comical duo... yeah... hahaha and also... there's nothing wrong with watching k-pop drama ok ya... very sorry about not bringing any rice to *pei* the curry and heh heh shirls two things - i forgotten that you don't like fish but today is carrot soup so i think you can eat and 2 - next time i ask my helper to make more fried onions ( chang ju la ) for you ok... and yesterday's beautiful life was sad eh? shall lend you the "all in" hyak hyak hyak~ no more manga yah anyways somehow while i was condemning manga because it hinders some stuff that leds to susi not getting her k-pop drama ( junyao are you reading this -_-' ) k lah i'm trying to exaggerate~ it kinda "helped" because of the skeleton yeah~ ya... stayed overnight at hq, spent some time talking to perd about some issues that everybody faces sometime in their life no matter what. it's how we see it... ya... heard from livi and dewen prayed over the pc which intially broke down which even mao yan one~whoa~ power hor because of the manga lah! then voila~ ok liao wow, thank god amen?! heh heh but the modem is super ugly looking~ green stingray~ eeewww... ya... spent the night playing chor dai di with shirls, livi and dewen but i think i'm the only one who's super awake maybe after the kopi yeah? heh heh then after they slept, i went to do my homework and was quite glad that i manage to find the parts of a victorian dress yeah~ i think i'm a morning person which is the wee hours morning that kind... then finished my homework exactly by 630am, went to wash my face and did qt - memorised a verse, it's a feat man, ain't no memory person but i prayed that this verse will stay in my head forever and yeah, it did for now~ oopsy heh heh~

matthew 28:18-20

then Jesus came to them and said, " all authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me, therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything that i have commanded you. and surely i am with you always, to the very end of the age."

whoa, when i think about the talk i had with perd and this verse, it kinda made me understand more about the path of being a shepherd. frankly speaking, i shouldn't allow not being a shepherd to hinder or block my paths. instead, very important, rely on god, HAVE FAITH! evax, tell my classmates more about jesus no matter what their reaction would be *the day when you have a personal breakthrough is the day when you face personal rejection * we all must start somewhere, sure there will be rejections or some hurtful words that might somehow or another make us feel super _____ ( fill it in yourself be it whatever word you think it's you when you first started - tag me about this yeah? ) yeah~ words of encouragement, to all the people out there who wants to be shepherds or are follow uppers now, people who are shepherds but want to be cls, or cls who wants to become uls or even breakthrough in any areas of their life, lets all pray and rely on god and most importantly have faith! it's a journey that we can't fathom but only god knows our timing but still, no matter what really faith!!! and have deeds!!! and people, finally i come to a decision~ i'm getting baptized this coming sept!!! no matter what my earthly pa says i will go ahead with it~ my baptizism name would be... please help me think of one ok? thank you all ah~ and yup, went home with dewen because his attachment is at bah soon bah which is at yishun and i live at toa payoh then we were talking about tatoos and somehow i remembered how last time i wanted to get one and uh uh, our body is our temple cannot tarnish it one. yeah~ so i was thinking if people who went for tatoos then later in their lives, they accepted christ then how ah? how would they feel? will they go and laser it off i mean if the money is there if not how ah? hmmm... therefore people, if you know any friends out there who wants to get a tatoo for the sake that it's being cool or what... somehow later they will regret one... advise them not to ok~

meaning of my name -

germ: A small mass of protoplasm or cells from which a new organism or one of its parts may develop. The earliest form of an organism; a seed, bud, or spore. A microorganism, especially a pathogen. Something that may serve as the basis of further growth or development.

i am not called germ for nothing, i am a seed that will grow. though its small, like a mustard seed, *matthew 13:31 - the kingdom of heaven is like a mustard seed, which a man took and planted it in his field. though it is the smallest of all your seeds yet when it grows, it is the largest of garden plants and becomes a tree. so that the birds of the air come and perch in its branches.* i must grow and bring more people to the kingdom of god amen?! lets do our bit for god, even if CG404's goal reached its target, we still must continue to do our part!

one of the sermon's sentence which stays stuck in my head
matthew 9:37 - ~ the harvest is plentiful but the workers are few.

faith - hillsongs

i'm reaching for the prize, i'm giving everything
i give my life for this, it's what I live for
nothing will keep me from, all that You have for me
You hold my head up high, i live for You
greater is He, that's living in me, than he that is in the world

chorus:
faith, i can move the mountains, i can do all things through Christ.
i know~
faith, standing and believing, i can do all things through Christ,
who strengthens me~

feeling: woohoohoo~
audio: spirit 105.3 - nice~ saccidently stumble upon it one