alrights... a couple of things that happened... last night my father's lorry collide with another lorry... thank god he wasn't hurt. when he called me in the morning, i was quite scared that he might end up in the hospital...then on my bed, i found a dark brown baby chewed up lizard on my bed... haiz... the culprit is pretty obvious right? then just now... the same culprit vomited... haiz... whats wrong boy... ate too much 'kong long dan' or apples eh? in the afternoon, i spent 4 hrs just trying to thread a thread on the sewing machine only to find that the bobbin case and the bobbin parts are faulty... god was certainly testing my patience, testing whether i will flare up or not... well... i grumbled a lot... so yup...

care group was great man~ it was kinda an eye opener... cos our theme was giving and for holy comm, someone said this: give all your time, talents, love and money to god cos everything belongs to him in the first place. we only need to live on basic things. for everything belongs to god. if you are planning to save your money for some material needs; lets say, a new handphone, a t-shirt, a bag, mp player, files etc... why not use the money to give to the church fund or mission fund? it's more important then getting new stuff... and when the bags are being passed to you during service, don't always just take your loose coins just because it's so called left over ( you know what i'm talking about lah ) from lets say maybe your lunch. instead, surprise yourself by giving a note. it may not have to be a huge amount but as long as it comes from the heart. god knows your heart.

giving time to the lord:
sacrificing time to talk to him ( no matter how busy ), read his word, worship him, dwell in his presence,
giving love:
giving love to the people around you ( friends/family ) or to animals ( but the way i treat oscar... erm... skip... )
giving talents:
give your talents to him:
if you're good at cooking, then COOK and bless people with your dishes, good at talking? invite people to church, good at being lame? well, it's kind of a usage by making new friends~, good at eating? help your smaller size friends/ bros and sis in christ to finish their food ( cannot waste food mah ), good at drawing? help in deco.
giving money:
give your tithe faithfully, give more if you can, cheerfully, willingly, eagarly... ( everything boils down to giving from the bottom of the heart. don't just give because you know that god will bless you. nono... that's wrong. give until it hurts. that's true giving.

my cg shared a couple of testimonies... it was wonderful to see how lord had help us with our struggles especially when we're in financial dire state. perd, charls and me screamed when we saw a nymph xiao qiang surried across the room. hahaha i thought it was a lizard that's why i screamed until i realise how come lizard so plumpish and don't have waist one... hahaha... if one of my drama bro were there... i'm scared to think how terrifying his screams will be... and to think guys are supposed to protect us girls... but oh wells... when i recalled how he screamed and so called huddle with our contact ( aroon ) oh boy... MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA mice you remembered the flying ( a bit the big sized ) mosquitos?

saw someone doing something that is wrong and the person knows it yet the person still did it. told perd. she sounded disappointed. me too. why. if you're reading this ( i will sms you to read it ), please don't do it again. please.

feeling: sleepy... my lids are drooping...
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