busy day... busy night... busy week... oh yeah...

1) 60 drawings of designs ( chinese dragon robes )
2) 30 figure drawings ( tearsheets )
3) cuff drawings and cuff tearsheets
4) sewing ( 7 seams, 2 pintucks, 3 zips )
5) victorian step by step dresses ( those victorian women wore up to 7 layers of clothings~ )
6) essay on famous photographers( david bailey, mario testino, helmut newton, bruce webber )
7) miniature skirts ( 7 kinds )
8) mock circular skirt and real circular skirt
9) proposal to korean company ( comm skills )

1 to be done by tomorrow
2 - 4 to be done by wednesday
5 - 6 to be done by thursday
7 - 9 to be done by friday

hmmm... gotta plan my time properly liao... and i've got my science and my maths too... argh... stress ah... was feeling superb cos i sang my heart out ( off pitch ) to the lord~ come and make my heart your home~ yup... ok can't tag for long... am fasting from watching tv programmes... people who knows me well... know that i can't survive without tv... oh wells... gotta sacrific some stuff... for the benefit of my pastoral/school work... yup yup yup...

this verse kept popping up in my head... and this verse appears 3 times in the bible

Matthew 5:29
If your right eye causes you to sin, gouge it out and throw it away. It is better for you to lose one part of your body than for your whole body to be thrown into hell
Matthew 18:9
And if your eye causes you to sin, gouge it out and throw it away. It is better for you to enter life with one eye than to have two eyes and be thrown into the fire of hell.
Mark 9:47
And if your eye causes you to sin, pluck it out. It is better for you to enter the kingdom of God with one eye than to have two eyes and be thrown into hell.

and this too... look carefully at verse 23

Proverbs 4:1-27
Wisdom Is Supreme

1 Listen, my sons, to a father's instruction;
pay attention and gain understanding.
2 I give you sound learning,
so do not forsake my teaching.
3 When I was a boy in my father's house,
still tender, and an only child of my mother,
4 he taught me and said,
"Lay hold of my words with all your heart;
keep my commands and you will live.
5 Get wisdom, get understanding;
do not forget my words or swerve from them.
6 Do not forsake wisdom, and she will protect you;
love her, and she will watch over you.
7 Wisdom is supreme; therefore get wisdom.
Though it cost all you have, [1] get understanding.
8 Esteem her, and she will exalt you;
embrace her, and she will honor you.
9 She will set a garland of grace on your head
and present you with a crown of splendor."

10 Listen, my son, accept what I say,
and the years of your life will be many.
11 I guide you in the way of wisdom
and lead you along straight paths.
12 When you walk, your steps will not be hampered;
when you run, you will not stumble.
13 Hold on to instruction, do not let it go;
guard it well, for it is your life.
14 Do not set foot on the path of the wicked
or walk in the way of evil men.
15 Avoid it, do not travel on it;
turn from it and go on your way.
16 For they cannot sleep till they do evil;
they are robbed of slumber till they make someone fall.
17 They eat the bread of wickedness
and drink the wine of violence.

18 The path of the righteous is like the first gleam of dawn,
shining ever brighter till the full light of day.
19 But the way of the wicked is like deep darkness;
they do not know what makes them stumble.

20 My son, pay attention to what I say;
listen closely to my words.
21 Do not let them out of your sight,
keep them within your heart;
22 for they are life to those who find them
and health to a man's whole body.

* 23 Above all else, guard your heart,
for it is the wellspring of life. *

24 Put away perversity from your mouth;
keep corrupt talk far from your lips.
25 Let your eyes look straight ahead,
fix your gaze directly before you.
26 Make level [2] paths for your feet
and take only ways that are firm.
27 Do not swerve to the right or the left;
keep your foot from evil.

yup... was thinking about how some people can live, adapt to a worldly or earthly; temporal: the carnal world. christian or non christian... well... the christians first. how come they backslide one? i mean they DO know that god loves them but how come they just rather live a life they know that in the very first place it's not quite right after all and when you ask them how come you're not attending church or even go back to where they left in the first place they can only mumble... i don't like my church people OR i'm too busy OR i never backslide what~ i still do qt you know OR whatever their reasons are... i have nothing to say. non christians... you people got me really stumped. is the world out there happier and more... fun? those are short term pleasures~ it's not fulfilling~ the things you've think, said and done... why say such things? why think such thoughts? why do such actions that even you know that it's not nice??? puzzled...

yup... thoughts of cutting my hair came again... this time the inspiration came from sun yanzi... yeah... punk... i asked my ministry leader - nel, my perd... they said... NO!!! BU KE YI!!! haiz... i can't stand the duration of hair growing at snail's pace just around your neck.... ooohhh i hate it!!! but... but... something to cheer myself up... hahaha gotta spend money on snacks liao!!! meiji come to momma~

feeling: sleepy
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