31 October 2003

\(^o^)/ POLY AND DI 35 DAYS OF FASTING AND PRAYING \(^o^)/

Day 4 - 30 October
Philippians 4:4-9

Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable--if anything is excellent or praiseworthy-think about such things. Whatever you have learned or received or heard from me, or seen in me-put it into practice. And the God of peace will be with you.

*how has my attitude been in times of pressure and stress
*what reason do i have to rejoice always? how does rejoicing lead to peace
*pray for peace to be amongst those going through examinations

amen lord!!! testings and trials everyday~ search me through and through till my heart becomes a home for you... got a rather ahem... erm... should i put it as a 'nasty' or a ' i should have guessed it ' surprise last night~ well... not elaborating but well... if i don't know god... i will kill that person right away... yups... hahaha now it's solved... through perd who talked sense into me and prevented any killings happening~ hahaha now come to think of it... i should have see that stupid problem as a small and insignificant one and in god's view instead of getting all really angry about it and wanting to *AH BISH* that person right away... phew... thank god for perd and grand perd... and yup... their decisions too~ see lah... so contradicting to the first question * how has my attitude been in times of pressure and stress? * alrights... shall not leave my blogs in any more drips and draps... in case the surprise is making peeps go hmmm...

understood something that came out of that surprise... everyone has their own weaknesses... we all have weaknesses and if we encounter anyone or any close friends who need our help... we should help instead of... getting angry especially if the problem concerns us... i think i'm starting to leak some info liao... okok stop... anyways... prior to this... i seek god immediately to help me to gain experience and at the same time learn from the problem... god spoke to me about really having to rely on him and not allow the problem to get into our head and in the end... we will tend to inch god away as we try to solve the problem ourselves... tsk tsk no no no... bu hao wor... yup...

school's been getting all really tensed up... my class is kinda split into 2 major group... alrights... too many things to say liao... i think it's all about being able to compromise and oh yeah~ a lot of homework and exams coming up~ ok peeps... must all really pray and fast for converts...

god shaped hole - plumb

Every point of view has another angle
And every angle has its merit
But it all comes down to faith
That's the way I see it

You can say that love is not divine and
You can say that life is not eternal
"All we have is now"
But I don't believe it

There's a God-shaped hole in all of us
And the restless soul is searching
There's a God-shaped hole in all of us
And it's a void only He can fill

Does the world seem grey with empty longing
Wearing every shade of cynical
And do you ever feel that
There is something missing?

That's my point of view...

some of the lyrics of this song made me reflect on how, the way i think and force my ideas on people who doesn't agree with me... and yup... cannot do that wor... germs ah... repent!!!

saw a verse and yup... wanna apply that woohoohoo~

Psalm 33
In him our hearts rejoice,
for we trust in his holy name

feeling: relieved, thankful, happy and relaxed
audio: still - hillsong