my last blog of the year. man~ this year just kinda whizzed by so fast and i'm still reeling in some of the events and stuff... this year has been a great year, ups and downs, happy moments and of cos moments which made me teared. few key events, my mum's death in february, just before i came to hope, my water baptism, my first convert, my first ministry, my first camp... my first year of serving the lord instead of warming the seat. oh yeah~ what a year...

it's such a short year when you're doing conventional things right? instead of gallivanting around, trying to do some stuff or even try to look busy... this reminds me. 365 days, 12 mths, 52 weeks. all wasted away if i didn't know god. what will i be doing? will i still be doing what i was 2 years ago? clubbing? dance the night away? slack 24/7? shop aimlessly? yeah pretty much what i would be doing if i didn't know Him. well. at least i would say that year 2003 was spent well. really worth it man. and of cos i would be tired out if i have no aim. or rather i would have backslided if i don't see the value in all the things i am doing. thank you.

dedicated to some peeps out there.

livi: you've always been there for me, great listening ear, and most of all, you trust me. in other people's eyes i might not be a miss nice but you know my heart no matter what happened. it's true you have been bitten by me countless of times and yet you are still willing to be bitten. ok i gotta repent. and of cos... it's important to have someone who trust you and you're that person. thank you so much.

ashley: my sheep mate. quite blur and always kenna scolding from me cos always kenna caught snacking. but i wanna say that i learnt a lot from you and you have been a great help whenever perd is not around. we open a lot more to each other after some things had happened. we'll conquer those 5 instituitions together amen?!

danny: great sheep mate around, always around to support di. silent supporter i would say. evaxing is something that you're very keen about... next year shatec amen ya? facing some problems but you always stand firm. salute you for that... oh yes... great cook... cook more often alrights?

charlene: didn't have much time to catch up with you, been busy working and boy you've grown. with the things you're telling me now~ i amazed how god has changed your life in certain perspective. great friend always being the sensitive one and the caring one too.

clarence: another sheep mate that is a supporter but this time, a more vocal one~ always try to make it for services despite having heavy work schedules, always try his best for cg roles, great games planner too~ thank god for you~

cheng cheng: though you're not here to read this because someone is in china relaxing~ but still i wanna say a big thank you because you've always been one of the people i know to brighten our group up. always there to cheer anyone of us, very sensitive towards others. true, a lot of people don't see that in you, it's ok. we know it can le.

jaime: my best bud since some donkey years ago. brought me to church and been a great help whenever i need one. supported me most when i was down, never think twice when comes to help. great listener, we had our ups and downs but it all boils down to be able to compromise with each other. learnt a lot through each other's mistakes and lessons. in all, a best friend indeed. thank you.

susi: i know you won't be reading this but i still wanna say a thank you to you. because through you i learnt how a drama is being *produced* i learnt how to be patient when thing don't turn out the way you wanted. a keen learner and one who loves to shop too~ really learnt a lot from you

eric/martin: my babees!!! hohoho my little brothers who are always there, eric always around to accompany me and mart to cheer me up and also a vivid jogger~ my partners in crime~ though in different church but i can see that you 2 are like 2 peas in a pod, love god more ya~

to all those who had helped me, whether in ministry or in other areas, thank you all. without all of you i wouldn't be where i am now. thank you all once again.

my family: dad for being there. no matter what. sister bon who always drive me home simple because you worry for my safety, sister na for being the listening ear, bro den for teaching me things. a lot of things esp soccer -_-'...

of cos, to god, without him i wouldn't even be here in the first place. and of cos, through him, i learnt many things, he put me through trials to mould me and thus i learnt to have faith in him in all circumstances. without him i am nothing. thank you.

just watched * the thing called love * by river phoenix and samantha mathis. river died in 1993 apparently of drug overdose outside the vipper room co owned by johnny depp... i've always like him. really cute and great acting skills too esp in * my own private idaho * and * dogfight * a pity his life is just gone within a night of merry making. samantha mathis... i liked her since the movie broken arrow~ so my kind of gal~ erm as in pretty lah~ wide smile~ not that cameron diaz wide joker grin~ man~ river and sam so pei~ real life lovers too~ awww... pity he died so young~ he's a really good actor~ wha~ bring back some thoughts~ the movies i like to watch are so... oldies and so... not modern... guess im just an old auntie living in a young lady's body eh~ one flew over the cuckoo's nest, schindler's list, what's eating gilbert grape, awakening, rain man, pretty woman, dogfight, forrest gump, steel magnolias, life is beautiful. oh man, life is beautiful never fails to bring me to tears, it's one wonderful story, really one wonderful movie. oh man, makes me wanna go out and buy the vcd...

feeling: itching to buy that pair of flatties and that bag... plus that pair of levis...
audio: bitter sweet symphony - the verve