had class gathering last night... really had fun man... some of us like mardhia, kexin, brena, charls, angelica, alicia, christine, wenshi, huiying and qiu jun... last time back in school... some of us were like so buay gum with each other and now.. when we met up... we were like hugs! hee... so unlike me to hug one... ok anyways... we went to marche to makan rosti and snail sausage and tiramisu... hee... mine fav man... after that we went to suntec to eat free gelato!!! sponsored by charl's colleage... hee free mah...

woke up being sick. hasn't been sleeping well for the past week... trying to hit the sack early but some how... don't know leh... cannot sleep lor... eyes swollen... later must see doc le... cleaning my room later... gotta get some stuff out... planning some stuff tmr... getting my butt off the comfy seats and going to evax tmr... hee

finding it harder to forgive certain people esp people whom i closer to... some friends fail me... but whenever i think about god being there always... ahh~ at least i have my church buddies to lean on to... better take control of my emotions... don't let it take over me... one of the new church buddies i just got to know is mei hwa... she's been a great listener... great advisor... someone i look up to cos about how she came and so called survive on the journey and the way she help me is subtle yet it means a lot... sunday after bball... i really didn't want to go... so she cooked up a excuse saying eh~ lets go kopitiam and drink first le~ accompany germs first... then she whispered something to me... god loves you...

feeling: grateful
audio: a kind of magic - queen