many people rec water bap today~ wonderful experience... those who missed it~ well, there's always a next time, but hey, just don't delay okies?! wow~ really~it's really a blessing indeed man~ really glad to see people being water bap, some teared~ some cheered~ whatever reaction they have, they just couldn't explain in words, how can? *speechless*

played soccer for the first time... dang~ only get to kick the ball for like... erm... less than 10 times throughout the whole erm... 3 hours game? oh yeah, i was slammed by the soccer ball in the face... by mr ahem... *coughs* david beckham sam gan... ouch... pain but heh lesson learnt: never face the person starting the ball face to face and within 1 metre... ahh~ very fun de... must learn to play more soccer lor... i kept thinking of bball... hence i used my hands to block the ball instead... heh heh heh...

took a cab to bukit merah cos i was rushing for a family dinner... hmmm the food was not bad in fact i like it cos it was... claypot rice!!! yummy!!! oohh~ delicious leh... when i reached home, my sister bon and i had a talk... trash out talk... but~ it was settled... real fast and real quick~ god gives me different kinds of situations to handle in order to mature and to learn from it... yeah man~ god, you rock!!! love my sister for watching out certain things for me... love ya yvonne kwek li chuen~ whether you're reading or not~ even though sometimes we irritated the h*ll out of each other but heck man, heh heh public announcement of love~

if in the first place you want to see the kingdom of god to multiply, set your heart motives and basically your heart to the right mode. how can other people want to know about god when they see your life as christian is not fully or should i say living the way jesus will want us to live? be a salt and light they say. to a certain point, like the basics, the way you answer people, the way you react, the way you think, the way you speak even to a child... shows everything about you... if you really love god, then you should love the people that he created, how to love them? show them the way to eternity... don't complain when things go rough, rejoice for you are learning from such experiences... if there are certain issues that are pressurising you, let it out, don't bottle them up... one day when you realise you can't take it anymore, you're gonna blow your top and when you bottle up things, you tend to think that nobody cares about you and hence you will choose the easy way out - to leave god... sometimes, the easy way out is not necessary the right way, in fact, often when the road is easy to walk on, what can you experience from it? nothing! cos you're walking o plain o' brick road with not even a pebble to trip you in sight... you can't compare it with someone who walked on glass and learnt to look carefully the next time where he is going to tread on~ or even, someone who fell on a banana skin because he learnt to walk properly without his head held high up and nose sticking in the air, instead, he chose to look down after the incident~ hey if you think you have gone through a lot of things in your life for the past 2 decades, and you can't take it, hey, you're looking at the peanuts crumbs in your whole entire life man... life is more than just being accepted in the worldly world and doing some worldly things. it's all about god. you are created for god and that's a fact.

i AM a RUDE, OBNOXIOUS, LOUD, IRRITATING, CRUDE, UNCOUTH, UNLEARNED, ILL-MANNERED, CONTENTIOUS, STUCK UP, SNOTTY, HARSH, STRAIGHTFORWARD, VIOLENT, ANGRY, COMPLAINS TOO MUCH, PESSIMISTIC, JUDGEMENTAL, OBSCENE, RAW, UNPOLISH, TACKY, BARNYARD, BACKWARD, CLUMSY, INDELICATEE, TACTLESS, INSENSIBLE, IGNORANT, FOUL MOOD, BAD MANNERED, BLUNT, INCONSIDERATE, CRUDE, IMPUDENT, INSOLENT AND EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE GIRL.

thank you lord for showing your grace to me. to change is not an overnight thing. it's a gradual change. i am a santified christian and i am still learning and changing... man... what's this ovewhelming emotion over me today? soar like an eagle germaine

isaiah 40:29-31

He gives strength to the weary
and increases the power of the weak.
Even youths grow tired and weary,
and young men stumble and fall;
but those who hope in the LORD
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.

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