all things are hard before they are easy.

things has been pretty rough for me this week, but a surprise to cheer me up, cherelle wasnt missing, her phone was spoilt thats why... back to that school issue. cheer up germaine... life still have to go on... god is still there no matter what... despair but in hope... god is still there... received a phone call last night... got a rude shock. a really rude shock. somehow for some reasons, one of my school buddy has been telling lies to me for the past month... or is she? but then again, who am i supposed to trust? so many different kinds of stories and all linking to one another... but then again, none of them linking to me... but then again... i feel cheated... but urgh... forget it. none of my business anyways... school politics... especially in a b*thchy enviornment like nafa and in FMM somemore... i rather eat glass than get involve...

to my peeps out there. i'm fine... i just need some air to breathe and scream - I WILL NOT GIVE UP!!! come on mr lucifer!!! push me down somemore!!! i'd make sure you'll be freddie krueger's sworn brother and you'll end up with cyanide strangulation or an axe through your head!!!

phew i suddenly felt really good... haha~

kinda miss a lot of people. sitting bedside me...
mummy esp.

thinking: take a step of faith
song: hillsongs - need you here