kinda feeling bleah today, basketball was for awhile cos the older generation (as in literally 30-40s) suddenly pop out of nowhere and start to take over the court, well, who can blame them cos we were resting then~ oh wells, then we played bball after that, my slipper strap broke and i got into an arguement and a scolding for something that i didn't say and do... ah crap. disappointed cos things always turn out this way... i wonder how long and how far can i take it. yesterday during search meet, jasmine said during one of the points: give short accounts. how long have i not give short accounts to my perd. 2 weeks. hey, 2 weeks might seem short but actually ah... when u start to accumulate stuff and keep it under cover/under a smile/under anything, every single day's account can actually be a lot.

i thought today is one of those sundays, after selling fish, i'll go down for bball, have fun, go home and have a good dinner with my family and then watch tv, do some homework, then watch tv while knitting.

i guess all these can be achieve once u set your heart on it and not be emotional about things that happened before that. maybe i should get away from the pc. from the room. and walk towards you.

wanna settle this with you before i start to get crazy.

thinking: disappointed but alrights, life still have to go on and god is there to pick me up despite everything. oh... can't help but feel '-'
song: freshman