human life on earth can only last as long as it gets. that means. 1-100+ years. the moment you were born, you might die due to the lack of oxygen in your lungs. when you're in your 10++ you might suffer from leukemia. when you're in your adult years, you might have cancer. and when you're old, not to mention, die of old age. does that ring a bell in your face that how short our life is? you might be here and gone tmr you know. how long can we still enjoy anything that we're enjoying now? those " just for love joy peace and fun enjoyment " i call them stuff ( material, entertainment, fast and high life ) how long can they last? they last like dust. come and go quickly, gone with the wind... do people only treasure the people around them only when they're going to die? just like those few months or less, weeks even? well, if they're lucky, those old people might have people waiting on them to care for them... what about those people in the old folks home? hello~ treasure the people around you now... and make full use of your life. we're being called to this race. a race till the end. to win people. because people matter to god.

rec a piece of news last night, got me reeling in the news a bit slowly... kinda got the 2 uncles confused, then oh wells, thinking how life is so short that soon one will go after the other one and the lost will just go on and on... shocked yeah. yup...today god made me realise that my perd has been very sacrificial. i know that she won't be reading this but i really really appreciate how she has been coming to my house from batok and then after 2 hrs, go back again... ah perdy... another chilli padi. small but cannot bully one... haha... haiz... cherelle fang fei ji. why ah. i simply don't understand. i really don't. i really really don't. pipipapipu... god shall make a way. i will not falter under mr devil's blinding schemes. i will rise up against him for we have god!!! god answered my prayer! i prayed for a pair of shoes cos my converse has been thrown into the bin and only flip flops are all i have and i can't wear those to school but god provides~~~ and it's here!!! and i didn't even ask my sister to buy... ah~ jehovah jireh. muacks!

i watched guns and roses concert on channel 5 last night. man~ that slinky snake dance by axl rose ( he used to be a choirboy, gospel singer, pianist, and even taught Sunday school in his childhood. His extremely strict upbringing led him to rebel by the age of sixteen ) made me dance the same way too... haha in the middle of my living room with lights switched off esp to that infamous tune of sweet child of mine~ ah~ true blue classic rock. love it. ah, missing out the tunes of queen alanis beyond david bowie already... hmmm lady ziggystar is yummy~

thinking: you don't know what you got till it's gone
song: i can only imagine - mercy me ( ah~ he sounds like elton john )