30 October 2004

yeah! wishing that saturdays never end... haha~ bought ice cream with the girls~ mmm~

shelby: hazelnut and strawberry cattage
jane: hazelnut and rock melon
jaime: hazelnut
me: mint and chocolate

woohoo~ next week another round lor~ but shall always stick to mint haha peppermint is the bext kinda ice cream~ yeah~

out of abundance the heart speaks. i read a blog and i just cringed. i asked myself, what is lust.

it is an intense or unrestrained sexual craving.

it scares me about what people are thinking when they are talking to you. when i see some people that i know. i couldn't comprehand what's going on actually until i stumbled upon what's actually going on. it's scary and it's not healthy. can you resist temptation? can you resist that person asking you out for dinner when you jolly well know whats going on next when the movie is over? one thing leads to another. now maybe a movie is pretty comfy for both of you to watch. next, going out together is also okie... then next and so on. i'm not saying that being attach is a bad thing or we should remain as nuns or monks for god. but it's the purpose of being single, to enjoy being single, is good, because god always has the best plans for us. do you actually understand that or you just wanna forget about it and get on with your own things and then when your fingers are burnt, don't come crying, saying why didn't you tell me that it will hurt when we break up?

Sex is a wonderful blessing given to us by the Lord that serves to express intimacy to another. This means that the marriage bed must not violate the commandments of God in deed or thought. no adultery. no incest. no voyeurism. the sexual union can bring glory to God as it is experienced in fulfillment of God's design and purpose to provide pleasure, companionship, intimacy, and a means of fulfilling the command of God to fill the earth.

there you have it. enjoy singlehood.

it's not easy. it's very hard. it's difficult. but in all, just don't entertain such thoughts. in case you can't resist mr SA tan, flee from him instead that pisai nicumpoot head.

oh by the way. if you can't even handle your own life and your own things well, don't destroy other's life okie... let god take control instead. you'll be a much happier person.

thinking: either i'm a poster girl for the mosquitoes or i'm simply too sweet for them to resist. itchy ah!
song: better than life