21 February 2005

it's a new start. i'm beginning to feel something working. i being to not speculate, but trust god instead. certain areas that i find it hard to give up began to be easier to work on now, after i really really hand in everything over to Him.

let go let god

when i see certain people, i feel inspired by them, to be like them, to speak like them etc. but hey, god is the one behind them, that's the reason why =D

wisdom i crave lord.

discussed about the end times with pearls and leafy, it's not about the struggles and hardship that will come but actually the relationship with god, how strong is it? how long can it last? till the end of the race? lets do it together, obedience is the key here.

been having funny dreams, making me smile but i know it's not exactly what's good for me (i don't believe in dreams just that sometimes you just think back on the dreams and you might either go eeeyur or haha getit?) dreamt of... a dinner with someone that i like... oops *did i just make you fall? hahaha -_-;

thinking: i began to like projects now...
song: pachebel canon (piano) but i'm waiting for the acapella and flute and harp version (want to have a taste of heaven while on earth heh heh)