just got home and spent like 60 bucks on printing papers alone and that excludes the many many many A3 size papers and binding... and that's for one proj only =) so still has many more to go =( hahaha i'm going broke and crazy... but's it's okie, my rewards are in heaven...

argh, wasn't too pleased with my teacher's comments about my own drawings. it's funny how 80% of the class copied her template and got good marks and we (ming john and me) didn't. and i'm confirmed that she said, go home and either use mine or your own... (and i thought fashion students are encouraged to have a free mind) comment of the day, your model eat pills to grow hair ah. heh, maybe she did have too much hair but seriously speaking, being a melocholic, i want my work to be the best i can give and i don't want anything to go wrong. but when i kept on thinking about the negative side (that includes how much we used to dislike her back in yr 2, adding on to the dislike part), complaining to poor john... ooohhh

this struck me, being leaders, we all should take harsh critics in the right way and not store up bitterness, we should take the content of the critic and not the person, maybe i didn't do something right, maybe i should stop blaming my poor teacher and start to do it even better this time =)

doing some calling later on, really have no time for a lot of sow let alone homework but i still must do my best in everything i can. cos if moses can part the red sea then i guess this little homework problem cant do much to me =)

haha i better smile more cos i think i look too fierce... this is not the 1st time i'm hearing about that image girl, the very fierce one -_- gentleness =D

sometimes i really really REALLY wonder, one of the things i would really want to ask god is... is pms for real or just an excuse for losing own's temper?

thinking: AI ZAI!!!
song: french kiss soundtrack