does god heals? does god answers prayers? how can i pray if i never prayed before? won't that make me a hypocrite? no my dear... he does heals, answers prayers and you aint no hypocrite... =) everything is in god's hands, don't worry about your mum alrights, drop me a msg once you see this... been praying for ya!!! i rather see a talkative thumbelina then a quiet one... *winks*

really, god heals and he changes lives, one sister i know, used to smoke 1 hard pack per day and ends up drunk on most of the ladies night (wed, thur, fri and sat) , speaks beautiful languages (if you know what i mean) and makes her parents mad most of the time. but when she rededicate her life to god again, i saw how her life changed. quitting from smoking took her less than 6 months, completely sober now, gentle and polite and her father even said, she has changed and became such a good daughter. she credited all these to god, and she's wants to be an even better person through him. i can only say how amazed i am with her changes and i'm spurred on even more to become a better person - with divine help of cos =) exchange your life in return for an even wonderful and better one.

life is not only about getting the best results, finding the best looking hubby, getting more promotions or buying more stuff to elevate your status. these fade away so soon that you're hungry for more. but when will these cravings stop? does it matter whether you tasted cavier when you can afford only fish roe? or driving a bently when you only have 80 cents to travel on public transport? how about this, sucking up to your boss or teacher, so that in return you will be able to get a few more marks or to your boss so that you will be placed before others when the promotion period comes? hey, i really have no qualms about how you feel or do but just a note, these things don't last. material means of getting your status elevated is so common in my school that sometimes i feel kinda influenced by it. everywhere i turn, someone is carrying a gucci bag, or everyone dresses so nicely to school macham there's a star search going on anytime. spare me ok. i feel totally comfy in my slacks and in my polo tees. and what about sucking up to teachers? i feel disgusted sometimes really... and what about finding boyfriends? and this i have to highlight. looks fade but character doesnt... so pls peeps... i am looking for a husband so stop introducing me or asking me why im single. i approach singlehood in a love hate reaction that is i might complain about ah... if only i have someone or yeee er, why be hounded by phone calls 24/7 asking what im eating and where im going and with who? but i still love my singlehood life nonetheless. so respect my decision. and nope, i wear hand me downs not 1st hand goods. and i love pasar malam not paragon. i rather eat at hawker centres and not equinox. so go ahead and call me a cheapo and i'll kiss you for that.

thinking: sleep
song: erasure - a little respect (nice retro song hee)