no point pleasing people so that perhaps they might react nicer to you or so that circumstances might be towards your advantage.

i don't want to be a people pleaser.

i don't want to suck up to teachers.

i don't want to join in any gossip.

i don't want to be in the centre of any attention and be gossip at.

i want to be real.

i want to be me.

sometimes, pleasing people can be sooo tiring, for what? rubbish. just for a higher chance of getting promoted, just for more marks for a particular project, just for a higher chance of attaining attention. hello~ wakey wakey, it just doesn't justify pure hard work and pure talents... somehow this particular issue about kissing up to teachers for more marks ( for not doing any homework and yet gets marks) always pops up once a while in my blog. i really get so jaded of seeing these kinda scenes in my classes. hello~ again, for once, rely on your own hard work lah.

i'm upset. because i see that people in my class don't draw anything nor prepare anything yet the teacher just smile at and laugh. and then the other side, those who work hard, just got some hmmm and haw and thats it. hello again, comment on the subject and teach the students can? we pay you to teach, to comment, to give critical replies, so that we'll learn... argh... i hope i am not judging. i'm commenting on things that i see with my own eyes. urgh.

i just don't get it.

thinking: be a god pleaser. not man.
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