to livi

i remember our first shepherding at OA bakery, our last shepherding at kopi bean and those countless nua-ing in your house, our easter Cg where we did empty eggshells musicians, bday celebration in dan ryan's and in your house with pearls and roti pratas, and those dangerous weight gaining Cgs. talking to you has always been a joy to me because even though u might appear evil *laughs* esp to me, dewen and junyao, but nonetheless, you're one wise little fella =D you never fail to make me listen to you and understand how things should be done and how to solve problems in the quietest way possible. livi, you didnt give up on me when i bit you soo many times and you never fails to answer my needs whenever possible... god's plan is the best plan. you're there for a purpose. to get married before 24 years old!!! keke but serious, all the best to you. aaawww... really gonna miss you man...

changes and transactions are common in hope. it's all for the best. god's plan that is... a friend and i were discussing about people getting bitter about changes to their lives esp those changes that don't go according to their ways. why blame god? we live on the 2nd floor anyways. trust god. thats why it's call faith. if we can see and know god's plan then whats the use of god? therefore be blind my brothers. believe, trust and have faith in god.

i'm battling a problem within myself. will reveal much later but this problem has been on my mind ever since i spoke to meihwa and shelby... somehow i'm reluctant to give up and at the same time i want to give up too. the feeling is xin suan... you know, a bit sourish... -_- anyways, not backsliding ah...

meihwa asked me these questions.

1) what is your mission in this great commission?
2) what is your vision and goal in the kingdom of god?

will i be satisfied with the answer? or will i be bitter about changes and become bitter towards his great plan? sometimes i'm unsure of what's his plan for me. yes no or wait? which is which? how do i know? micah 6:8

thinking: i want to go back and rekindle my first love.
song: will i praise thee