the sandman is here... zzzzz

yokes and germs fell asleep on the train towards bukit batok. one drooled and one slept with mouth wide open. guess who?

cg was good and simple. affirmations and smiles =) bee... i love ya!!!

i think i shared this before but i shall do it again. you know how some of us enjoy torturing god's little creation (pls repent from it immediately) eg, those-that-shall-not-be-named actually burns them on the stove fire directly, pluck legs off the live creatures and scald the poor creatures with hot boiling water. but this i have to salute, this another the-one-that-shall-not-be-named... she did this...

trying to wash/flush the lizard down the kitchen sink, it doesnt work at all. so using her last resort, she took a kitchen scissors and start to snip with her eyes closed... she opened her eyes to see a little bit of blood, little pieces of the lizard, all white and nuah nuah *eeewww* and then because the pieces of lizard can't be washed down, she took a chopstick and squashed them them through the filter hole... while observing, she noticed the lizard pieces slowly become black... at last... the ordeal is over~

went home taking 157, went past toh guan where the previous ngee ann hq was and enjoyed the quiet ride back to toa payoh... reflected on a lot of things that happened this week and the things that was so called self inflicted? yeah, i finally understood after pondering for a long time. when one is not close to god, the sins starts to creep on you and then get stuck on you. like stubborn stains. i hate sins. the difference between resisting sin now or an hour later is totally different. if only you would say, if only i woke up earlier, if only i did my homework, if only if only... regrets all start with if only. how come it cant be i should have or why didn't i? let's stop the if only, let's start with just do it.

it's funny how come sometimes, to achieve something we have to give up something in order to reach that goal? well i think it's because the thing we give up is usually a want. and the goal? is a need.

thinking: i need sleep
song: sympathique - thank you