i read this on tues about how this lady was talking about how her sons are being taught in school about, this is the *correct* colour, this is the *correct* way to solve... how come we're being taught this way? somehow we're like some programmed breathing robots that limits our creativity juices to flow... was drawing some logos with yokes just now after the concert and i realise how limited our sense of creativity is, we copy other logos or try to implement other logo's signature parts into our logo... and in the end, it looks like some other logo... bleah.
but one thing, remember who's our creator? who in the world can create such precise veins and structure us to have a zillion facial expressions as and when we want?
my creator king
wasnt feeling the best of moods after the concert, no converts, lives not growing, stagnant or rather like dead, thinking of goals but no contacts to start with... what the... got home for dinner, still feeling darn down, even when i saw my favourite dish, still no smiles... but i prayed. i believe. that god is on my side no matter what... dua pui goliaths or evil mr sa tan's doings, conquer it and overcome it. easier said than done but i know i can. because i have god.
really, until you see god's miracles you won't believe how real god is. i've receieved a call from jane telling me about how she has seen and hear personally about how god is working in her life during those horrible 3 weeks when her granny was in hospital, i am still amazed... and i can taste tangibly how god works in weak circumstances. never give up, hang on and wait for wonderous results.
btw, when pastor paul from paradise comm church talks about how he fainted and wets himself (this is normal because when one faints, all contractions within the body will cease and lose control of every and anything within you)... i could totally identify with him... and i want to share this with you guys =) nothing embarressing, just a lil shocking... ha!
last easter eve, while i was in nexus having rehearsals for the production, i got so stressed and nervous, i suddenly had fits. i fainted for 15 mins (won pastor paul by 10 mins! >.<) and woke up all groggy and then my sister came and picked me... i was wondering how come i was wet ( mind you i couldn't possibly drool like nonstop and all the way to my jeans nor was i drinking coke or anything)... then i realised that i wet myself (in another word, peed) i asked susi, sheerly and justin... they said discreetly, you peed. still groggy in the head, i didnt think i realise what i just did to the clean nexus carpet. ha! thank god it didnt stink... i drank loads of water ok whahahahaha~ so erm... ya... i'm on the honour board of being the first pre adult to pee on nexus floor without being scolded... erm... where exactly did i leave my glorious markings? the main area where everyone goes down to jump... whahahaha i take this kinda lightly but dont be mean and call me names ya... just to let you peeps know that it's normal!!!
thinking: more caffeine...
song: free - hillsong
