was wondering where will i be or what will i be doing after i graduate. will i cont studying or will i start work? it's really hard when we have to think about where we head or what we will be doing... but we know that no matter what and no matter where we go, it's written in god's plan... though i really want to go overseas to study and work and see more of the world... and in ministry, i want to try on different roles and try out different things etc... perhaps of certain restrictions like finance proves to be a big barrier though... oh wells, nothing much ... just thinking...

just fixed a movie outing with my sister in dec, it's like because of my time limitations and other commitments, we watch movies together once a year and it's usually in dec ha~ it's weird but funny lah...

one of my buddy is coming back from aussie, and we usually chat a lot on msn but because of certain issues that made us argue that results in a cold war between us... until now it's kinda -_- ... so yup... it's really like pride issue lor, to start the conversation first... *perspires*

yokes came to my house for shehperding and i cooked!!! yes you didnt hear wrongly, germaine personally cooked. ha! cooked pilaf rice hahahahaha but it's like erm... the rice became too soggy lah, like semi rice and porriage texture heh~ and we called our contacts and they're mostly high!!! high!!! high!!! now bridge over to S... =D

went for the WCG and it's great... i saw god's healing and i know that di 2's faith level is going higher and higher =) but let's do something about it instead of receiving ok ^^ we certainly can do it!!! breakthrough!!!

difficulty of resisting temptation

No man knows how bad he is till he has tried very hard to be good. A silly idea is current that good people do not know what temptation means.This is an obvious lie. Only those who try to resist temptation know how strong it is. After all, you find out the strength of the German army by fighting it, not by giving in. A man who gives in to temptation after five minutes simply does not know what it would have been like an hour later.

That is why bad people, in one sense, know very little about badness. They have lived a sheltered life by always giving in. We never find out the strength of the evil impulse inside us until we try to fight it.

Citation: C. S. Lewis, Mere Christianity, book 3, chapter 11

But where sin increased, grace increased all the more, so that, just as sin reigned in death, so also grace might reign through righteousness to bring eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord. [Romans 5:20b-21]

taken from shirl's blog.

thinking: it's true how tough fasting can be. but as long as we don't give in. we will succeed.
song: who am i