13 April 2006

alrights, here goes.

the recent weeks have been a mad rush for me due to the fifa design. i've got consolation prize! the first prize is a ticket to germany and the consolation prize is a book about germany. hahaha rubbing salt into my wound. from that contest, i've learnt many things, using different machines to sew and draft. overall it was a very good experience. and during those 2 weeks for the fifa contest, i got pretty tired, due to the mad rush and the late nights in school. and it made me wonder, can i really rough it out in this industry where last min projects are not excuseable? unpredictable long hours? well, most jobs are like that right?

after the contest, came along this prima vision project which we have to literally camp in the comp lab. then i panicked. i didnt have enough time for my main product development project. no confirm theme, no designs drawn, no nothing. group projects made me -_- because of certain hiccups and then my prints for the prima vision project is not relevant... so i got to redo them... pray for my beautiful panda eyes pls... hahaha

because of the nafa exams clashing with the easter ess, goals are not met. but then again, is this an excuse? no it's not. if it is then how come ah mao, yokies and me can still attend ss and cg and shepherding? a lot of time i belittle God because my issues seems bigger than him. i ought to be ashamed of myself. btw i have a personal convert last sunday at the mandarin service!!! woohoo!!! her name is yang yang aka sunny =) from nafa vc wor~ good good =) btw, the praise and worship at mandarin service is out of this world. there's not drums and bass, just tambourine, keyboard and a guitar. but it's still as good, ministering and most of all, its spirit led. God is bilingual.

recently, the recent cg that we had, made me realised that i cant always put on a strong front, pretend nothing happened and eventually, sweep everything under the carpet. struggles that im going through, school and family issues that i cant put down and my gosh, i actually took 3 years to put this person behind my brain can... but seriously speaking, this is something that i'm proud of, though it's still taking it's process of dissolving this particular person in my head but =D im glad i took the right way.

on monday, i lost my phone in the cab. and then i had to knock my knees against the isqueeze resulting in a bumpy bruise. i so much want to mutter suay lah. alrights, off to mugging again. btw, markes and spencer's milk digestive biscuits are so addictive... i ate 1 packet in 2 hours. meiji yohgurt chocolate milk is very good!!! but the kopi flavour is like -_-
alrights pics time =)

thinking: last lap for easter!
song: potter's hands