sun/mon/tues = mad mad rush.

parked myself at ps's burger king for the whole day... my gosh... i smell of burgers. anyways i really enjoyed teaching in chinese even though it's really difficult to explain God's purpose for you in translation but yup. it's good =)

i began to feel a little >.< God, do open my heart to be a more loving person and to love the unlovely people more. well, im not exactly a lovely person myself either. but... it's so hard~!

im sorry. for being hot tempered lately, due to little spats here and there, i kept thinking really mean thoughts about people around me. i really need to walk closer to you to know more about you instead of trying to know others better... and not to be easily influenced by what people think/say but stand firm according to what the bible says...

i realised that there's a guy who has been "stalking" me for a quite some time. but its only recently that i just discovered this whatever you call it incident. cos every sat, the average time for me to reach the interchange is 10-1030pm after dinner. and everytime (literally everytime) i will see him behind me queueing cos he stays around my area. and even if i dont happen to see him at the interchange, i will still see him at the bench below my blk, and after he sees me he will walk home but always turning around... i thought im being paranoid or sensitive...

so last week, i decided to change my routine. as my bus makes a turn, i decided to go one round instead of stopping at my usual stop. again, he's behind me but he doesnt know i didnt go down (cos when we were queueing, he stands behind me but on the bus im behind him get it?) so after one full round, i went off the bus, only to see him at the bench again!!! so i took another turn, walked behind my blk carpark and chose another path instead... he saw me!!! and he started to walk... *faints* and he kept looking behind (where i am)... i started to walk super close to the walls and slink into the lift, but i took a short look where he usually walks and he's standing there looking at me!!! ahhhh!!!!!!!!!! well, in the end, i pressed many levels of lift buttons and pray that he doesnt do anything funny...

come to think about it, maybe he's trying to make sure i get home all safe and sound but still... i bet i will see him this sat night >.<

thinking: when God guides, he provides too.
song: it aint over till it's over - lenny kravitz