i know people do read blog entries but do make sure, after reading, keep your mind clear and quit gossiping about whether the person is doing well or not. (it seems to me these funny people somehow take delight in whether the person left church or not) in fact, dont even think negative about the person, we should pray for them instead. i can close one eye about what i've heard but i pray that one day you will realise how much hurt you had lavish on others by spreading "bbc/cnn" news. so put yourself in other's shoes and go to their level of pain and try to understand sometimes... certainly not dig for more news for your own ears...
someone asked me before, whether i was bitter with God. so when struggles came along, do i get agitated with everything/everyone or simply surpress my anger with God? its surprising that this holiday is filled with events that i've never expected. or rather, never know that i might encounter them myself... it's rather funny that just when i thought everything is fine and proceeding, gosh, i should have smack myself in the head. precisely when everything's fine, something's is brewing behind.
i had a talk with my sister this morning, something to apply... to say no. saying no is better than saying yes and in the end cant deliver anything. just like that, people choose to give up whilst some people continue on. everyone wants to be part of God's plan but how many actually stayed on? actually the recent happenings did stumble me and for once i didnt know what how to react... again, last night i just didnt know what to pray or talk to God about. it's not even a cross junction, its... i dont know...
btw, dont anyhow interpret what i blog about, thats precisely what the 1st paragraph is for. same goes to God's plan, if you're not walking closely to God, chances are, what you're interepting as God's vision/plan is your own rational thoughts.
1 corinthians 9:26-27 (therefore I do not run like a man running aimlessly; I do not fight like a man beating the air. no, I beat my body and make it my slave so that after I have preached to others, I myself will not be disqualified for the prize)
we age physically so must our maturity level must increase too.
i know i have to keep on fighting. and not beating the air.
so, fight on germs. spread your bacteria around.
thinking: better late than never
song: my romance - CFNI
