before i start...

thank you everyone who helped me with the survey forms. you're all very much appreciated!!!

its been such a long time ever since i blogged. and i dont even know where to start. alrights, lets catagorised them.

school

mad rush. i learnt something through all the heavy workload of snowballing projects - compromise. because we're in a group of 4, so definitely 4 very unique people put together with 4 very different individual styles, to put up a collection with different design interpretations is not exactly easy. neither was it a chore. i find it fulfilling, though toes are not yet stepped, but somehow you can tell that everyone is trying to compromise. i remembered praying for the best group that God will place me in, so that my talents are maximised and that He will be glorified ultimately. He kept His promise. my groupmates are tiffany (mashmellow), yen (ba kut teh), cindy (egg) and me (peanut). those are our nicknames. either we resembles them or it's our fav snack. and no, cindy is not round and neither am i a hard nut to crack =p

church

i just changed my cg to DI eastA. they're like a bag of pistachios. fun loving people =D i still miss being in the drama ministry, hopefully i can help out again after my workload is over >.< and yup, thats about it. and im meeting meimei tmr wor~!!!

family

hmmm... praise God man! my sisters found their dream jobs after quitting the insurance company~ a norm 9-5 job. at least my dad is very pleased to see them at home at normal hours. and yes waiting is never easy but patience pays off well. im glad to see my sister's beaming faces xD

thats about it. my mind is still stuffed with homework/projects and esp, people i miss... anyways, someone very dear wrote this encouragement card to me a couple of weeks ago. on the card cover it wrote;

the difference

i got up early one morning
and rushed right into the day;
i had so much to accomplish
that i didnt have time to pray.
problems just tumbled about me,
and heavier came each task,
"why doesnt God help me?"
i wondered,
He answered, "you didnt ask".

i wanted to see joy and beauty,
but the day toiled on grey and bleak
i wondered why God didnt show me,
He answered, "You didnt seek."
i tried to come into God's presence;
i used all my keys at the lock,
God gently and lovingly chided,
"my child, you didnt knock".

i woke up early this morning,
and paused before entering the day;
i had so much to accomplish
that i had to take time to pray.

im found guilty of this, so frequently that im ashame to mention. something i struggle so hard with. no wonder i had to forced myself to do qt in the morning. if not, i wonder how long can i still carry on?

i will try to update my blog and yep, add in a tag board, but yeah, im a well known IT idiot so... anyone willing to help me?

as some of you know, im a war movie buff. so with schindler's list covered in dust, i decided to start reading it. bought the vcd and... watched it. excellent movie... my next movie, "joyeux noel". war + friendship =)

:: and we just dont realise how much He loves us ::