someone told me...

girls are irritating. throw stones at them.

what!!! i say~

boys are mean. stick our feet out and trip them.

anyways God made us uniquely beautiful and wonderful as well. i really wondered why God place different kind of people in my life. i have funny witty people. i have people i really loathe. and i have people that i find so dear, i'll protect them like precious babies and oh yes i have people that just pass me by or rather, i passed them by... but no matter what, i wont fast forward my life just because of certain problems or unpleasant people... cos i believe, we grow and learn from unpleasant stuff better than nice ones.

looking back at some unpleasant events and people, i start to laugh at how i used to talk to them, how i view certain matters and how i recipocrate. rojak feelings like happy, enthusiatic, overwhelmed, paiseh (esp those, why did you do that in the first place you kuku germaine kwek!!!) and even shy... why... its funny when situation change, views of certain matters and people changed too... we judge too quicky dont we? esp since the first judgement is always negative.

the reason why anne frank's journal was both emotional and overwhelming to us adults, its because she was simply viewing the war from a innocent child's point of view. i wonder if i could go back to that stage when i see/view like a child. we grow up too fast too... often taking things/people for granted, our families, our home, even the 3 meals that our family provides...

i held my pop's arm the other day. i dont know why i did that but im not a touch person but i just did it... we kept silent. until a few days later he told me i made his day. if a smile can brighten up someone's day, a pat on the back, a hug, a note to say thank you for listening/sharing or to encourage, i really wonder... what can be harder than that?

at such an ungodly hour, blogging is quite relaxing actually... esp after some reports are done and worship songs are playing softly in the background...

:: God... i yearn ::