"being faithful in a relationship is a MUST, not a bonus" as told by na. y'know, these excuses are somewhat like, "i never do anything that let you down what" which equals to "but i never touch the illegal drugs what". pffft. i just find that the society nowadays doesnt really regard marriage as important or as a significant union that will last for a lifetime. i went -_- when a friend told me that if it doesnt work between couples, break lo, and if marriage doesnt work, divorce lo. his face was just itching for many slaps from the rest of us i tell you.

look at what mtv is showing, i do enjoy boiling points and punk'd but those music videos showing half naked people grinding and humping just saddens me. half of their derrière exposed and sometimes you even see little children hired to lip sync the lyrics and dance/act with them in that same manner. our future will be on the hands on people who either grow up on such junk or they choose the right path. they must be taught well. and we have a role to play too.

i just bought a box of combat ant killer. and i am really REALLY pleased to see ant carcasses all over the floor. yes i am thrilled. beyond happy. there was a quivering sense of satistfaction when i see the worker ants biting the bait, carrying the poison back to their colony, distributing the poison to every single one of them. and SOON, the whole entire clan will die.

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

i was telling my shepherd about talents that God give us, its true, when we're not faithful to excercise it, it'll be taken away. btw, sometimes it's not such a bad thing when the things we believe in, especially if its our plans etc that are taken away because usually, they reveal the true purpose that God wants for us at the end of the day. ^^

and one of my inspiration has got to be pastor jeff, because he cant sing, cant play any musical instruments and is tone deaf as well. BUT he's a great teacher. i begin to see hope...

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