y'know, God works in the most mysterious ways yet sometimes, unbelieveably beliveable.

2 weeks ago, a cab driver, uncle wilfred evangelise to me ^^ but its through his evangelism that made me realised that working doesnt stop me from committing to the great commission despite the mundane schedule and other committments. uncle wilfred said, driving a volvo (his old car) doesnt save lives as compared to being a taxi driver. i really got reminded of why im being placed on earth in the very first place.

to di2:
just last week, i was chatting with miss teng neng li. i looked through our old cg pics (of yokies, jane, ah qi and i) and wonder what went wrong, but i believe God is still in control. i have no qualms that one day, the four of us will raise our hands and worship Him together again =) it's just a matter of when. those times of bad singing during cg, laughing at each other's facial flaws, evaxing at nafa, wearing the same colour for ss and many other ridiculous nonsense, i do really miss those times we had. we're bonded together not only because we're in a cg, but the closeness in the friendship that binds us. i really do miss you all...

through work, He sieved out deeper secret thoughts that i thought i never had (in short, i found out more about myself) so that i could grow from glory to glory. He humbled me by placing me to work in a warehouse (im a pro at operating a jack!). when i was insecure about my surroundings, He showed me His unending love through my family and friends. when i was feeling weak about everything, He give me rest (literally when work ended rather early last week - i spent sometime alone reflecting and resting).

this whole entire month has been rather tough for me. i struggled to go for ss, i struggled with my sins and i struggle especially in the area of overcoming them. the struggle was so great i failed so many times that i was in this fear of back sliding any moment, anytime soon. it's funny, as much as i dislike admitting that im weak, i find it easy to admit it too. im not perfect but neither am i without hope.

in all, throughout my days as a christian, He has never left me nor forsake me. why should i give up on life when life hasnt give up on me? (no... i am not suicidal...)

like my nick, i am absolutely delighted. He takes delight in me. likewise, i take delight in Him as well ^^

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