i had this interesting conversation with jon last night. it's about how we constantly pit ourselves against people we "unconsciously" compare ourselves to. and it's quite funny because as a woman, i always think that we have double standards to live up to (do we ladies?). probably for me because when i lack conviction, i start to get persuasive. and i mean, as much as i think i understand why certain things appear the way it is or how things work, so long as majority doesnt agree, i cave. but that was pretty much how i was just a couple of months ago. yeah, a total schmuck made in singapore with all much respected kiasuism and kiasism.

and funnily enough, while i face my own double standard issues, men faces them as well - in terms of all things big. bigger car, bigger paycheque, bigger house, bigger biceps (just look at those G³ - clad GreyGymGay bunnies and you'll understand why) and a bigger manhood (im stating this as an overall statement of "big" issues so pardon my crude comments ya?) and women... why do some like to size each other up and down like as if looking from top to toe isnt rude enough and they even do it with the the corner of their eyes (and i thought rem is powerful enough). really, what are they thinking and doing? i give up.

well, with all due respect, the previous paragraph is something that i face so bear with my ranting of my experience with the funny people i meet.

updates:

went for a japanese buffet at akira with family and jon. pops made many killer cold jokes which surprised jon especially (he aint no cold blooded chopper welding fish killer okay =p), had penang laksa with jon's family (his pops reign as the ultimate cold joker - no joke).

which btw, cg/unit mates, py and gang and many more, wanna go for akira? $30+ per pax!

MC till wednesday! stomach flu and whats not. rest rest and more rest.

oooh! this i got to share; 2 sundays ago, pastor jo preached about prayers and i prayed about sharing the goodnews to 3 people. and i did! and im glad because, not only did it remind myself about the importance of sharing the gospel but the purpose of being a Christian in the very first place. yippe!

xmas is coming, time to taunt that fat guy down that narrow chimney with oreos and milk, in exchange for a present!

:: 2.55 by 2010 - muahahahahahah ::