im not sure whether it was a premenstrual syndrome high or that my tolerance level has reached its ultimate end. maybe its a mix of both. whatever the case was, last week ended pretty badly and the former definitely has got something to do with it.

i need to address a particular issue. working under my boss is hazardous to my mental health. im really tempted to pour all sorts of words thats worthy of cankering my mouth/fingers but no, i shall refrain from that. afterall, i do not want to stoop to his level of communication skills.

but i must say, working under a person who's constantly giving you a consistant amount of emotional blackmail, emotional roller coaster ride, emotional pain is horrible enough. enough for me to give him a piece of mind even, which i did once. im not proud of the fact that i chided him but i honestly think he deserves more.

anyway, back to last week, i smsed him and called him a few times to enquire on certain display questions only to be replied with ums/ahs (i think the lizards on my wall can do better)and my calls ended being slammed(again) which im pretty much immuned since this started ever since day 1 but like i said, either it was a premenstrual syndrome high or i've reached the peak of my tolerance level. i crumbled and teared in a display window.

wha. enough of slamming on me and giving me all this emotional rides. im even being told not to speak to him on mondays because of monday blues!!! simi lai eh?!

i think he simply has BPD (borderline personality disorder)

:: resigned ^^ ::