just to add on.

during camp, i received a dedication. it caught me by total surprise. the kind that when you received it, you just go crap, thats for me - in a good way. the kind that when your mum goes to your school with the principal proclaiming on the pa system that mrs lim is looking for her lovey muffinlicious hunny baby boy peter lim ah beng, you just wanna severe ties with her there and then. and the kind that when your name is called, you know you can run but you cant hide.

so, back to the dedication. a slide was flashed with my name on it. in full. attached with a dedication. i squealed in horror not delight. immediately i jumped and nearly clawed junxiong who was standing behind me to move him so that i can hide behind him. but he didnt move an inch. in the end, i did hide behind him. i recalled livi with me but during that moment of chaos i think i lost her. or rather, i lost me. i couldnt bring myself to read so i shield my eyes with my fingers.

i eyeballed at the ballroom, hoping that no one will ever know that i am g. for that moment, i dread the thought of someone walking to me and say, hi g! is that slide for you? lord save me.

another slide came and the ordeal was over. or so i thought. but no!!! my slide had to come visit me just before praise. meaning a good number of people are already in their seats and probably they have a 129% of seeing that slide. denial never last. that moment of truth came. i just had to read the words on the slide.

then, from far i saw a familar silhouette with a huge mole attached to his face grinning. i wanted to shoot him dead but i cant because i dont have a gun and im in church camp. and then i heard some awww from the background...

gosh i can never find a word to describe that slide. just when camp was ending soon and there was another round of new dedications shown meaning the previous ones will be wiped out, i thought i was safe. and since a dedication to hendra was the ultimate in my opinion cos the word sexy was mentioned and you know how that word sexy can garner quite a bit of attraction, my slide appeared again!

this time, most of NG8D turned around and teased. most memorably from merv cos he kept on saying love love in his monotonous voice. how apt bro. and thanks to livi who gave me a cheshire cat grin - because she was sitting at the mm table.

if you ask me what was on the slide? i cant remember. serious.

but nonetheless, mr lee, thank you. i appreciate that a lot.

:: love love ::