dear x*,

its pretty obvious that i've disappointed and let you down many times. in fact, i feel even worse because you're one of the last few people that i want to hurt, simply because, you've been standing by me for many years and you never sort of become angry, flare or even given me a harsh word. all you did was to smile, give a soft word and then say, "hey when are you gonna cook for me again? otherwise i'll cook you burnt fried rice hahaha!" all forgiven and all forgotten =) a couple of weeks ago i said i needed help. and help came, from you. to think that i always thought you care for me because you had to. when i smsed you today, the reply was to me, curt. but what i said is true, just that the timing was too coincidental that made the absence more excusable. and previously when i told you i'll get my groove back soon - i will =) and i'll be waiting to cook for you again =)

xoxo
G