10 November 2003

hi peeps... good morning!!! what a wonderful day~ sunday - went to my pa's fish stall yesterday... finally after trying to run away from helping him... -_- well... i should say my skills are still there... if you consider grabbing and weighing prawns a skill... hmmm after that i had an extremely looooonnnnng talk with my sister fiona... then it's off to sun love home!!! wha... the journey to S.L.H was a bit scary cos it's quite ooloo but when we reach here... the place look quite run down but at the same tim cosy - to me lah... our people were busy preparing for their song presentation and dance... yeah~ as some of the patients talked...( but half the time i don't understand cantonese ) some of them started tearing... made me realise how fortunate i am to be able to function my body, speech and mind well... can tell that some of them were quite frustrated with themselves for not being to talk and sing along as lynn from rp told me this because she asked one of them to sing along but she made some gestures that she can't speak like some others who can... one funny incident and that's about the male patient who wanna sing non stop... wha... the song *long shu xia* rocks man... if only he'll start singing *wu yuan de jie ju* (^o^) yup... in all i would say that this is a good excercise to (1) learn how to be more compassionate and loving (2) to see whether we are willing to help others out all the way... something that let me frown a wee bit... some of our people just walk around and sit there doing nothing after the introduction... 3 months later we're going there again ok... so this time don't warm your butts instead, help... serve... :) yup yup yup... in all... my perd said to me... i think we all can take our spiritual giftings test again and maybe this time our compassion and mercy might go a bit ...up hahaha... fellow spiritual and giftings classmates :)

get to know a new friend lynn from rp... wha... she's quite enthu and i asked her 3 months later you coming back? she said yes! and i want to learn more cantonese too!!! wha... i also want to learn... cantonese ( yat yi sam say um lork chap but kao chup ) correct? any cantonese out there? i remembered being quite blown away when yy started saying cantonese really fast to one ah por... wha... the only cantonese i kept saying to her was... nei zhor , hou, kong tong wa... i think she also doesn't know what i was saying too... actually... me too... must brush up on cantonese liao!!!

best... last night liverpool and man u match... though i didn't watch but i can hear my block people having some loud reaction to the match and that include my brotha in law... dennis, fiona, yvonne and my pa... wha... all having a good time outside whereas i was like going to ZZzzz soon and morever they were eating durians outside!!! wha pengs... the pungent smell... then best part... the leftovers... a plate of durian was placed inside the fridge... now the plain water inside smells of it too... si eh pang...thanks ah...

something to remind myself of... sleeping with my mouth wide open... wha pengs... after perd went down... i was alone upstairs so i thought to myself... wha what a good day to sleep... then... best part... i couldn't sleep but when the bus passed my house i started to sleep until it reaches to interchange *diao* then from there i quickly woke up only to find a guy staring at me like i've got drool all over my face... eh so paiseh... maybe i did drool... did i? oh wells... after that i came home... so tired sia... cannot tahan... was supposed to be online for a while to check emails and chat with micey... wha... really buay tong already... so hungry and tired... so i just went offline... makan... and then sleep...

later going to lido for project... after that dmm... tmr is a time of celebration cos it's susilawati birthday!!! late celebration lah... heh heh... wed is my finale~ woohoohoo~ holidays starting soon... supposed to be at sp for the class but... as usual... got project meeting...

feeling: energectic
audio: aeroplane flying over