hi. that major project is somehow done. but my teacher called my piece a catalogue and said... so ugly... wha... simply because my illustrations are too small to be seen and aiyah... cannot make it lah... have to redo again... wha pengs... some stuff on my mind and my nick on my msn wasn't very nice so i decided not to be online at all... remembered my promise to god about saving money and not buying things for myself etc... saw a couple of things that i always wanted and they're even on a huge sale 50%-70% now... alrights... temptation island is always there but god's rewards are the best ever amen?

sometimes as i read blogs.... are there some things that we rather not say or we simply just conceal it? or sometimes... we tell a bit of white lies here and there to cover up for something that we've done... or even add something simply to let people see the better side of us which actually at the end of the day... it's a mask they're wearing... i wonder how long can people can wear the masks... people forgive but can they forget? we forgave countless people in our lives but can we forget about it? well... we are in the world but that doesn't mean that we must be the world... lets make a difference alrights? stand out from the crowd ok...

sick. i hate being sick ( fever+flu+headache ) and to think that tmr is sat * yeah!!! * and im gonna face ** again... that gives me the creeps and butterflies in my tummy... woo~ especially the creeps... last night as i did my qt... something that i read hit me... galatians 5:22 ( But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness ) it hit me about the fact and i knew it all along... was that i am a person with very little compassion * deep awareness of the suffering of another coupled with the wish to relieve it *, doesn't shows the emotions but only to perd and * only god knows why * i prayed to yearn for more love towards the people around me... haiz... just don't come tmr and say something to me about compassion cos i might hit ya in the tooth man... gosh shouldn't even blog today...

realise that my class people somehow or another, dislikes one another... even those social butterflies and pretty well known and seem like they're moderately popular kind are being disliked too... so tense... scary to be around my class at times... macham like walking on broken glass... alrights... gotta do my *catalogue* liao...

all the best to ronsy/wynnie/charls/micey/ whoever is taking the exams...

feeling: a wee bit just a wee wee bit... emotional am i kidding myself?
audio: *****