i wanna erase my past.
i wanna erase my hurts.
i wanna erase my pain.
i wanna erase everything and start anew.

but without all these i wouldn't be where i am now. therefore. thank you lord for everything.

i have made you too small in my eyes. but circumstances over and over and over again made me realise my folly that i really cannot make it without you. as i look back - i saw a girl masked, looking for a way out for a breather, for a light, for a saviour. with grace you came. with love you accepted me.

how could i a person filled with hatred/anger/pride/ be changed? oh yes, with god and with time. everything can be done.

above all. He's still the one for me.

ps. i miss you lots