yeah!!! centrestage is over and there's another one coming up soon!!! aug ESS!!! wha~ gotta be busy real soon!!! thank god for these peeps, frontline and backstage one~ esp to my image team - jaron jacqueline jinqi elishey yin yin shelby -!!! you people came as early as 730 to help the contestants with their image!!! and not one complain about the timing and the empty stomach you all have to work through out and of cos~ you all did your best in trying hard to make the contestants look fab!!! really can't make do without you all!!! image must turn more professional lor!!! anyone wanna join image? hee...

someone asked me yesterday, eh how come you've been so quiet. nah haha tired and in deep thoughts. why is there no conversion? what happened? another time of testing~ another time of stretching and another time of *how much do you trust god in this* be a martha or a mary? don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to. and remember whatever happens happens for a reason. got really disappointed yesterday cos can't get sheep on the phone, no reply at all, got frustrated with every little thing that has gone wrong, sister made some remarks and i made some remarks. somethings that i least expected came out of my dad's mouth. so touched yet not willing to show a thankful and grateful expression but one that scowls. but instead he smiled back at me. made me realise how bad tempered and hot headed and how expressionless *only one of it's kind black face* i can give. perd told me settle things with god first before i start to sink deeper. she told me this upteenth time and yet i'm still doing it over and over and over again. no wonder ex perd sms me this when i took over image - don't be so fierce.

the day just passed and now it's sunday. supposed to sell fish with my dad but took a day off cos sabbath day for me cos this whole entire week been busy busy busy... sch and homework and centrestage... been out the whole entire day~ woohoo~ now back at home, slept till 9am - considered a luxury for me hahaha then read newspapers thoroughly *been a long time if not i'll just read life section* then ate lunch then watch tv for a while *channel 55* called a long time friend kexin before she leaves for australia tonight and chat a bit about everything... i believe relationship between friends doesn't have to be those call up everyday and update every single thing that happened but more to those who can withstand time and distance. some of my friends and i call up each other once or twice every year with or without meeting up and still maintain that freshness in that friendship that seems to just started... my only handful of friends with me since primary and sec sch life - jaime mardhia kexin huiying charlene magdalene - have been with me and will always be there no matter what happened... another group of people that just entered my life another group of friends - people i got to know in church - stuck by me through thick and thin too =) but of cos one that will never leave me, seriously no matter what. yup.

jesus

thinking: flabby bits on my tummy
song: everyboday praise