san yat fai lok!

ah yes. i've turn 22 at the strike of the clock. kinda feel the same though strangely enough, butterflies seem to invade my tummy from yesterday morning. you know how sometimes, these uncertainty feelings tend to linger around... so i thought. am i unknowingly getting excited for the surprise celebration later or the goal that i set and that i must hit or the nafa vision that God has prompt me so many times but i still stubbornly refuse to acknowledge? all 3. through the testimonies shared during the polydi pm really encouraged me a lot. i want to be the next one to share. i want to see something different done. and im able to =)

well, i didnt hit my goal but neither did i expect conversion (ought to bang wall for being faithless). but ah yes we did have a convert yesterday =D shimei! she came to service so many times, attend cg too, shared with her many times, still everything came to nothing. so thats why we were so happy to see her converting. im glad. in fact, this is the best birthday present i have this year. someone crossing the line. kudos to yokies for sowing on her for so long and jane for sharing and abi for doing your best to make her feel welcome.

well, the typical hope bday celebration came and i tried to act unaware of the disappearance of abigail, the funny looks that meihwa was trying to give to my girls, the hush hush atmosphere when i got near those who were planning. (thank you all very much for your hard work but it takes more than secret planning to surprise lao niang okie.) MUAHAHAHA anyways. i enjoyed everything, the affirmation esp. affirmation was never one of my top love languages but im really very touched by the sincerity of those who shared.

some affirmation amazed me, some made me raise brows and some made me go awww... overall... thank you once again =) and yes... and affirmation tends to start with when i first saw you...

i got some really great gifts... yes, sharing with di2 only. meiji and more meiji, book, waterbottle, sweets, cross pendent, chocolates, handphone pouch and... my favourite... kueh lapis... from my pops!!! ah... and some wet kisses from the di girls...

thinking: the benefit of doubt
song: stronger - delirious