our relationship started way back in 2002. it's like love at first sight (cheesy i know but it's true okay~) i was searching for the one and he was there ^^ his physical appearance made me swoon. he's tanned and has rippling muscles on his fit fit bod. and he's sooo sweet! not forgetting, he's an absolute creamy dreamy hunk la! whenever i see him, i'll hold him with my hands and not let go until well, it's time to go home la. but somehow we didnt last too long together. so there i was, high and dry until a year later, he appeared and we got back again ^^ but this time its different. he suddenly vanished and no, i never saw him again. or so i thought.
i bumped into nutzi a couple of days ago. he disappeared for like 4 years and i was searching for him almost every week whenever i walk past that shop, hoping he might go back to work again. i cant blame him for that, many new faces emerge and somehow, he slowly become nonexistence. the competition is tough. he tried his best at sales but somehow it just doesnt match the rest. perhaps he needed a break. i was surprised to see him again. i smiled and i felt a smile coming from him too. we hung out together til i reached town. but this time, he's changed, he doesnt appear to have that lustre happy look he always have and somehow...he's not as creamy dreamy like i first met him 4 years ago. but it's ok because i believe he's been through a lot because competition can wear one out.
nonetheless, he's still my favourite loti from breaktalk.
:: river - joni mitchell ::
